Friday, November 8, 2013

does anybody even read blogs nowadays?

hello ma ladeyh and Assalamualaikum (greeting to my self, since I know nobody will never know the existance of my blog)
 It's 2 am in the morning right now( Malaysia time, HHAHA). dekat sejam jugak la golek atas katil. tapi mata tak mau lelap. otak pula, waktu ni la dia nak ligat. so, my brain decided( yeah right) to write something here.

I have been scrolling down all of my old post (sikit je padehal,  tak payah nak 'all' sangat la kan). And I was smiling, thinking how time past by in these few month back. daripada keje kat restoran, till now. sekarang aku baru berjinak-jinak dalam perusahaan menanam anggur, tak sampai seminggu pun lagi, sumpah!
ok ok, seminggu tambah dua hari, ok le tuww (sedapkan hati). I was not planning to be a succesful grape planter? (poor vocab. i know -__-). but there is this one problem that I can't figure out. what's next? . can u please tell me the answer?

oh. boring nye cerita pasal what's next nie. nak tau cerita ape yang aku tak kan boring? mehehehehe (gelak malu)
petang tadi itew baruw balik dating nan pakwee itewww.( rempit sangattt).zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
yeah, back to the topic. we were visiting our friend at the hospital. he had some minor surgery in the morning. masa dah sampai hospital tu, kan, tengah elok elok cari parking kat luar(nak elak daripada kena bayar punya pasal), baik punya nampak that friend yang baru lepas operate pagi tadi tu, hisap rokok kat luar hospital. keajaiban apekah ini. (y) bajet keluar simbol.

lepas sibuk pumpang pumpang sembang, beransur la kitorang. untuk meluangkan masa bersama, ehehehe.
he: bie, kita nak pegi mana ni?
me: mmm. pegi kl jom.

so. ke kl la destinasinyaaa.
da sampai kl.

he: bie, nak jalan kat mana nie?
me:round round je la.( sbb malas nak jalan.boleh?)

so, we spent most of the time, in the car. haish. dekat 2 bulan tak jumpa. macam macam story la yang keluar. god. I already miss him alot! eeeeee.kan bagus kalau boleh simpan dia dalam kocek. boleh bawak g mana mana je. kan.

da macam saiko pulak nak simpan dalam poket bagai. hehh.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

him

the only person that ALWAYS piss me off.
but at the same time, I cant be made at him for too long.

tak tau kenapa.
entah posyen ape di guna kat aku entah.
eeeeeeeeeee benci!

Thursday, July 25, 2013

it is F R I E N D S H I P

 it is suppose to be a great ukhuwah .
that is full with trustworthy, loyalty, love, respect.

I guess all of you know how hard it is to find a good friend (well at least I know).  Ya know, a really good friend which have the quality.

A P P R E C I A T E THEM! those who are close to you, your friend. that always be there when you needed them. do not neglected them. even if you have the-most-super-great-awesome boyfriend slash girlfriend. just DONT!




Tuesday, July 23, 2013

so me

I've always act tough,the way I carry my self, my attitude...
I thought when I 'act'so, I will become one.
I mean tough women, not physically (cause that is somewhat creepy T___T )
but man, how wrong I am.

I am not tough at all.
I have a weak heart, that are easily torn.
sensitive la senang cerita.
orang salah cakap sikit je, aku dah sentap.
'tough' la sangat.


life

assalamualaikum gorgeous people. its 1.24 am in the morning right now. And here I am, writing....zzzzzz..

Okeyy dah lama sangat tak mengarang disini. kehidupan aku, alhamdulillah, baik sekali. esok adalah off day. yayy. bekerja di kedai makan pada bulan puasa adalah amat seronok. well actually 'seronok'. kena melayan karenah customer yang marah nya adalah lain daripada hari-hari biasa. umpama baru jentik dahi, reaksinya dia macam kena smack down dengan the rock. faham? bukan ke bulan yang mulia ini sepatutnya mengajar manusia menjadi lebih sabar?.... (mengata orang, padehal dua kali lima jugak aku ni)

....

ummmm. next week adaalah hari gaji. I've been saving some money (well most of my first and second salary) to renovate (cehhhh 'renovate') my room. helloo katil saiz queen. miahahahha. makin kuat tido la aku lepas ni. I told my mom that I want to buy queen size bed for moi. then my mom said ' ishhhhhhhh. buat ape nak beli beli. tunggu je la duit hantaran nanti baru beli katil tu'.pffttttttt. since I spent most of my time in my room. so, why not kan? I mean why not I spent some money for my own sake. since dah ade duit sendiri. cecehhh. Dah fikir dah nie nak beli apa. hehehe. cermin besar gedabak adalah wajib!!! esok... tak saba.... weeeeeeeeeee.

ya know, my best guy friend told me that I work like a bangla. because of the low pay. so, lately I've been thinking *should I work longer here or just in another one or two month. So I ask his opinion (kesayangan beta). should I seek for another job or what?
he: bie suka tak keje sana?
me: sukaaa, tapi tula. ramai cakap gaji dia rendahhh.
he: mmm. denga cakap orang la ni. takpela bie keje sana dulu. jangan la keje kejap kejap sangat.
me. ye laa yelaaaa.
he: bie simpan la sikit duit tu (well, he mention this alot!)
me: yeee. ade bie simpan sikit sikit nie. sayang pun jangan lupa simpan jugak taw.
he: mestilaa. kan nak kawin.

senyum sampai telinga aku everytime dia mention maacam tu. tapi yang paling top notch bila dia tanya nak tunang ke tak lepas raya. tu yang PALING laa. aku rasa masa tidur pun aku senyum kot. hahaha. ok. over.

ishh. banyak lagi nak cerita ni. jap jap

You know how much I hate making new friendS right?! you dont? well kamon bebeh. lemme tel you why. The only reason I hate making new friends slash communicating with new people is I hate that I might end up with a back stabber, two-faces-people, and other 'types' of people that will only give me headache and I will start that 'hate' feeling. you know what happen when I hate people right?! you dont? well, when I hate someone, I can't hide it. I can't pretend. my face will show how much I 'hate' her/him. no matter how much I try not to show the feelings.

ok. macam takde point. tadi ade benda nak cerita, tapi dah lupa plak. haisssss T_____T

takpelah. abaikan. oh. by the way, nak share nie. my favourate motto. (entah sejak bila aku hidup ade motto entah) hehhh ' kalau ade orang bodoh cuba bertekak dengan kita, jangan lawan, kalau kita lawan jugaa, maknanya, samalah kita yang melawan, bodoh jugak'. amacam. gerek kan. ahahahaha.

ASSAALAMUALAIKUM *smiley face sikit (: