Sunday, July 28, 2013

him

the only person that ALWAYS piss me off.
but at the same time, I cant be made at him for too long.

tak tau kenapa.
entah posyen ape di guna kat aku entah.
eeeeeeeeeee benci!

Thursday, July 25, 2013

it is F R I E N D S H I P

 it is suppose to be a great ukhuwah .
that is full with trustworthy, loyalty, love, respect.

I guess all of you know how hard it is to find a good friend (well at least I know).  Ya know, a really good friend which have the quality.

A P P R E C I A T E THEM! those who are close to you, your friend. that always be there when you needed them. do not neglected them. even if you have the-most-super-great-awesome boyfriend slash girlfriend. just DONT!




Tuesday, July 23, 2013

so me

I've always act tough,the way I carry my self, my attitude...
I thought when I 'act'so, I will become one.
I mean tough women, not physically (cause that is somewhat creepy T___T )
but man, how wrong I am.

I am not tough at all.
I have a weak heart, that are easily torn.
sensitive la senang cerita.
orang salah cakap sikit je, aku dah sentap.
'tough' la sangat.


life

assalamualaikum gorgeous people. its 1.24 am in the morning right now. And here I am, writing....zzzzzz..

Okeyy dah lama sangat tak mengarang disini. kehidupan aku, alhamdulillah, baik sekali. esok adalah off day. yayy. bekerja di kedai makan pada bulan puasa adalah amat seronok. well actually 'seronok'. kena melayan karenah customer yang marah nya adalah lain daripada hari-hari biasa. umpama baru jentik dahi, reaksinya dia macam kena smack down dengan the rock. faham? bukan ke bulan yang mulia ini sepatutnya mengajar manusia menjadi lebih sabar?.... (mengata orang, padehal dua kali lima jugak aku ni)

....

ummmm. next week adaalah hari gaji. I've been saving some money (well most of my first and second salary) to renovate (cehhhh 'renovate') my room. helloo katil saiz queen. miahahahha. makin kuat tido la aku lepas ni. I told my mom that I want to buy queen size bed for moi. then my mom said ' ishhhhhhhh. buat ape nak beli beli. tunggu je la duit hantaran nanti baru beli katil tu'.pffttttttt. since I spent most of my time in my room. so, why not kan? I mean why not I spent some money for my own sake. since dah ade duit sendiri. cecehhh. Dah fikir dah nie nak beli apa. hehehe. cermin besar gedabak adalah wajib!!! esok... tak saba.... weeeeeeeeeee.

ya know, my best guy friend told me that I work like a bangla. because of the low pay. so, lately I've been thinking *should I work longer here or just in another one or two month. So I ask his opinion (kesayangan beta). should I seek for another job or what?
he: bie suka tak keje sana?
me: sukaaa, tapi tula. ramai cakap gaji dia rendahhh.
he: mmm. denga cakap orang la ni. takpela bie keje sana dulu. jangan la keje kejap kejap sangat.
me. ye laa yelaaaa.
he: bie simpan la sikit duit tu (well, he mention this alot!)
me: yeee. ade bie simpan sikit sikit nie. sayang pun jangan lupa simpan jugak taw.
he: mestilaa. kan nak kawin.

senyum sampai telinga aku everytime dia mention maacam tu. tapi yang paling top notch bila dia tanya nak tunang ke tak lepas raya. tu yang PALING laa. aku rasa masa tidur pun aku senyum kot. hahaha. ok. over.

ishh. banyak lagi nak cerita ni. jap jap

You know how much I hate making new friendS right?! you dont? well kamon bebeh. lemme tel you why. The only reason I hate making new friends slash communicating with new people is I hate that I might end up with a back stabber, two-faces-people, and other 'types' of people that will only give me headache and I will start that 'hate' feeling. you know what happen when I hate people right?! you dont? well, when I hate someone, I can't hide it. I can't pretend. my face will show how much I 'hate' her/him. no matter how much I try not to show the feelings.

ok. macam takde point. tadi ade benda nak cerita, tapi dah lupa plak. haisssss T_____T

takpelah. abaikan. oh. by the way, nak share nie. my favourate motto. (entah sejak bila aku hidup ade motto entah) hehhh ' kalau ade orang bodoh cuba bertekak dengan kita, jangan lawan, kalau kita lawan jugaa, maknanya, samalah kita yang melawan, bodoh jugak'. amacam. gerek kan. ahahahaha.

ASSAALAMUALAIKUM *smiley face sikit (:





Friday, July 12, 2013

I'm sorry, I am not sorry.

I am sorry for my annoying attitude.
I am sorry for my harsh jokes.
I am sorry for my harsh words.
I am sorry for being a normal human being.
I am sorry for not being perfect.

I'm sorry, I am not sorry.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

random mm m.

hamagaddddd. eh. assalamualaikum.
It has been a pretty hectic week sejak bekerja nie *ehem. time utk update blog pun selalu ter gendala (baca: malas) heeeehh.

my lifee been ggod so far, biasalah. hidup kena ada up and down kan. baru la 'hidup' namanya. kalau nak selalu happy je, matilah nak.

ok. tu je nak bebel. da lewat da nie nak tido. selalu tido lewat dek layan runningman yang dah ulang patbelas ratus juta kali. pastu esok pagi liat nak bangun. dan mennyesal sbb tido lewat.

ok. baba   i