life

assalamualaikum gorgeous people. its 1.24 am in the morning right now. And here I am, writing....zzzzzz..

Okeyy dah lama sangat tak mengarang disini. kehidupan aku, alhamdulillah, baik sekali. esok adalah off day. yayy. bekerja di kedai makan pada bulan puasa adalah amat seronok. well actually 'seronok'. kena melayan karenah customer yang marah nya adalah lain daripada hari-hari biasa. umpama baru jentik dahi, reaksinya dia macam kena smack down dengan the rock. faham? bukan ke bulan yang mulia ini sepatutnya mengajar manusia menjadi lebih sabar?.... (mengata orang, padehal dua kali lima jugak aku ni)

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ummmm. next week adaalah hari gaji. I've been saving some money (well most of my first and second salary) to renovate (cehhhh 'renovate') my room. helloo katil saiz queen. miahahahha. makin kuat tido la aku lepas ni. I told my mom that I want to buy queen size bed for moi. then my mom said ' ishhhhhhhh. buat ape nak beli beli. tunggu je la duit hantaran nanti baru beli katil tu'.pffttttttt. since I spent most of my time in my room. so, why not kan? I mean why not I spent some money for my own sake. since dah ade duit sendiri. cecehhh. Dah fikir dah nie nak beli apa. hehehe. cermin besar gedabak adalah wajib!!! esok... tak saba.... weeeeeeeeeee.

ya know, my best guy friend told me that I work like a bangla. because of the low pay. so, lately I've been thinking *should I work longer here or just in another one or two month. So I ask his opinion (kesayangan beta). should I seek for another job or what?
he: bie suka tak keje sana?
me: sukaaa, tapi tula. ramai cakap gaji dia rendahhh.
he: mmm. denga cakap orang la ni. takpela bie keje sana dulu. jangan la keje kejap kejap sangat.
me. ye laa yelaaaa.
he: bie simpan la sikit duit tu (well, he mention this alot!)
me: yeee. ade bie simpan sikit sikit nie. sayang pun jangan lupa simpan jugak taw.
he: mestilaa. kan nak kawin.

senyum sampai telinga aku everytime dia mention maacam tu. tapi yang paling top notch bila dia tanya nak tunang ke tak lepas raya. tu yang PALING laa. aku rasa masa tidur pun aku senyum kot. hahaha. ok. over.

ishh. banyak lagi nak cerita ni. jap jap

You know how much I hate making new friendS right?! you dont? well kamon bebeh. lemme tel you why. The only reason I hate making new friends slash communicating with new people is I hate that I might end up with a back stabber, two-faces-people, and other 'types' of people that will only give me headache and I will start that 'hate' feeling. you know what happen when I hate people right?! you dont? well, when I hate someone, I can't hide it. I can't pretend. my face will show how much I 'hate' her/him. no matter how much I try not to show the feelings.

ok. macam takde point. tadi ade benda nak cerita, tapi dah lupa plak. haisssss T_____T

takpelah. abaikan. oh. by the way, nak share nie. my favourate motto. (entah sejak bila aku hidup ade motto entah) hehhh ' kalau ade orang bodoh cuba bertekak dengan kita, jangan lawan, kalau kita lawan jugaa, maknanya, samalah kita yang melawan, bodoh jugak'. amacam. gerek kan. ahahahaha.

ASSAALAMUALAIKUM *smiley face sikit (: