rindu.

 best kan bila ade orang rindu kita. rasa dihargai.
tapi yang tak bestnya, bila kita merindui. sakit tau.

naak tau hest ke tak merindui?
ha, cuba kau amek batu, then tulis i miss you dekat batu tu.
lepastu kau lempar sekuat hati kat jendul orang yang kow rindu tu.
bia dia tau sakitnya kita merindui dia.
biar dia rasa.
padan muka.

cinta buat manusia jadi bodoh!

I've seen it,
I've go through it.

people fall in love by looking at the beautifullness, kindness, attitude and many other stupid reasons.
love makes people do stupid things.

 Been there done that.

I've left my most loyal friend for my so call boyfriend in the past. And I have learned my lesson. IT IS NOT WORTH IT! trust me. and thank god that may friend that I have left are so dumb and willing to be friends with me again. tehee. and yes, me and my so call boyfriend does not end with happy ending. sad.no.

friend are always first. always!

sanggup  kau kebelakangkan kawan yang kau dah kenal lima tahun, dan kau percaya dengan orang asing yang kau baru kenal lima hari.
sanggup?
aku tak hairan kalau ada manusia macam ni.
cinta kan mampu buat manusia jadi bodoh.
dan orang bodoh je yang buat macam tu.
jangan salahkan cinta.

first day

 i hate being in this state-first day of works-it sucks. Hoi takpayah nak cakap la. blur jugak aku hari ni. kalau ikut hati mmg nak quit je dahh. tapi no. I have reasons, Ihave my own goal to keep on working this time. yes. blegh. kaki mcm nak tercabut ni hoi. macam first day kitchen. badan berlengas gila nie. nak mandi, basuh baju. bai

belanja kahwin RM5 ribu. mustahil eyh?

conversation aku dgn kawan aku masa menunggu lrt .

aku : weyh nnti lepas cukup simpanan aku 5 ribu, boleh la aku kahwin.
kawan : hahaha. kow ni biar betul. 5 ribu nak kahwin. mana cukup.
aku : oh, tak cukup eyh *sambil buat muka blur2.
kawan : tak cukup laa. kakak aku kawin pun kurang kurang 10 ribu dia belanja. tu pun, paling simple la wedding dia tu.
aku : oh! mahalnya sampai 10 ribu. apa yang mahal sangat.???
kawan : banyak guna duit, khemah lagi, catering lagi, hantaran lagi. semua mahal..

oh. patutla pun.

*majlis yang sederhana dengan jemputan saudara terdekat,tiada hantaran, takperlu bersanding, kek tingkat tingkat macam tak perlu,baju yang sederhana, tanpa MUA, doorgift dan kad kahwin yang simple (utk elak pembaziran), mas kahwin yang murah. ini apa yang aku impikan diwaktu majlis aku nnti. kena fikir jangka panjang bila soal kahwin ni. tak sanggup aku nak meminjam semata2 nak kahwin yang grand2. tu, hutang ptptpu tu pun tak berbayar.. lima ribu untuk belanja kahwin. mustahil? ok. maybe rendah sangat 5 ribu tu. kita up sikit la 8 ribu. lepas kot nak kawen. kan. ke tak cukup jugak tu? T___T

new job

peace be upon you gorgeous people.

So, I found that, working in a flower shop aint that much 'fun'. So I decided to quit.

And Today,  I went job hunting with my schoolmates. yes. cari kerja jalan kaki bawah terik matahari, good choice kan. but afterall, worth it. tomorrow we got an interview at a restaurant (my cup of tea. yayyy). alhamdulillah.

On our way back home, we decided to stop by near our highschool(because there are alot of shops over there, we just want to try our luck)ok. cakap omputih berterabur sangat ni. pffft. nevertheless, we catching up with whats happening in our lives. soalan wajib ' eh, bf kow ape cite?' hahha.

ok. itu je nak bagitau. mcm takde point, tapi pedulik la. harap2 kitorang dapat job tu esok. supervisor kat kedai tu pun boleh tahan HAHAHAH zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

'CHEF'

Are you the types of person who likes the searing heat, the mad pace, the never-ending stress and melodrama, the low pay, probable lack of benefits, inequity and futility, the cuts and burns and damage to body and brain.The lack of anything resembling normal hours or a normal personal life?

Or are you like everybody else? A normal person?

-Medium Raw-

Being a chef used to be my dream job.

And now, I am lost.

to be, or not to be.

.....to be continued (ecewahh) but seriously, later, Iwill talk talk again ha...