after 3 years of hardwork!

NO. I it's not really-that-hard-work back then. hehehe. All I can remember is going to class- 'learn' / high lighthing the important stuff on the text book(yes, during lectures. hehe)-went  back to the hostel - throw away (far far away) all the notes and books- hibernating.

pretty much the same cycle every day. except for this one subject. cooking classes. I will ALWAYS study before going to classes. mann. how I miss those days! those awesome days!

Alhamdullilah, I manage to graduate on time, with not that so 'flying colors'. but just enough to make my parents proud.

my heart whisper : gosh! I never imagine growing up would be this hard.

and then mr brain said : do you even try?

communication skill

assalamualaikum.

happy saturday guys.
 Ya know how I hate making new friends rigt. i've mention it before, because of the consequences.
dan sebab tulah juga, I lack of communication skill. fail.kalau la ada subjek ni masa belajar dulu, konfem kene repeat kelas banyak kali!

even masa keje dulu, if ada budak baru masuk, it is impossible untuk aku bond dengan diorang dalam sekelip mata, even if dia friendly and talkative. it will at least take a week la untuk aku selesa dengn diorang. oh. and now I miss them.
okok. back to the topic. eye contact is the most, I repeat the-most essential thing when we commuicate. setuju? and bab ni la yang aku fail. contoh macam semalam. bila dia on the way hanta aku balik rumah.
*situasi dalam kereta
masa nak sampai rumah tu, ade la jiran jiran yang duk ,melepak kat depan rumah. and, when he saw the aunties yang tengah melepak tu, dia angguk kepala, pastu senyum. And I was like
me: eh, kenal ke?
him: taklah, kan kita lalu depan rumah dia ni. kena la senyum. kang dia kata sombong pulak.

haaa. nampak tak? aku pulak, memang tak la nak beramah mesra. even if kalau jalan kat public pon, mana ade aku tengok orang sekeliling, aku pandang straight je pun.

mak aku pun penah tegur. tengok tengok la orang sikit, nanti orang kata sombong pulak. hehehe.

what to do. bad habbit. he he.

masa kecik dulu lagi best. bila sedara datang kat rumah, aku lari masuk bilik, malu punya pasal.  malu jenis ape, aku pun tak pasti.
teruk nye perangai.

does anybody even read blogs nowadays?

hello ma ladeyh and Assalamualaikum (greeting to my self, since I know nobody will never know the existance of my blog)
 It's 2 am in the morning right now( Malaysia time, HHAHA). dekat sejam jugak la golek atas katil. tapi mata tak mau lelap. otak pula, waktu ni la dia nak ligat. so, my brain decided( yeah right) to write something here.

I have been scrolling down all of my old post (sikit je padehal,  tak payah nak 'all' sangat la kan). And I was smiling, thinking how time past by in these few month back. daripada keje kat restoran, till now. sekarang aku baru berjinak-jinak dalam perusahaan menanam anggur, tak sampai seminggu pun lagi, sumpah!
ok ok, seminggu tambah dua hari, ok le tuww (sedapkan hati). I was not planning to be a succesful grape planter? (poor vocab. i know -__-). but there is this one problem that I can't figure out. what's next? . can u please tell me the answer?

oh. boring nye cerita pasal what's next nie. nak tau cerita ape yang aku tak kan boring? mehehehehe (gelak malu)
petang tadi itew baruw balik dating nan pakwee itewww.( rempit sangattt).zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
yeah, back to the topic. we were visiting our friend at the hospital. he had some minor surgery in the morning. masa dah sampai hospital tu, kan, tengah elok elok cari parking kat luar(nak elak daripada kena bayar punya pasal), baik punya nampak that friend yang baru lepas operate pagi tadi tu, hisap rokok kat luar hospital. keajaiban apekah ini. (y) bajet keluar simbol.

lepas sibuk pumpang pumpang sembang, beransur la kitorang. untuk meluangkan masa bersama, ehehehe.
he: bie, kita nak pegi mana ni?
me: mmm. pegi kl jom.

so. ke kl la destinasinyaaa.
da sampai kl.

he: bie, nak jalan kat mana nie?
me:round round je la.( sbb malas nak jalan.boleh?)

so, we spent most of the time, in the car. haish. dekat 2 bulan tak jumpa. macam macam story la yang keluar. god. I already miss him alot! eeeeee.kan bagus kalau boleh simpan dia dalam kocek. boleh bawak g mana mana je. kan.

da macam saiko pulak nak simpan dalam poket bagai. hehh.