perlu konsisten, baru lah perasaan cinta itu terpaku di hati.

Cinta sejati.

ape agaknye rasa bila kita betul betul dah jatuh cinta?
jatuh cinta pada sang pencipta.
cinta yang pasti.
yang kekal abadi.

aku rasa aku belum lagi jatuh cinta.
sebab rindu itu hanya datang dan pergi sahaja.

hello babyyyyyyyy

much love : *

jiwang beb

Ini Deep.

Genap setahun

hari ini, pada tahun lepas, pertama kali aku panggil dia syng.
simbolik lah konon nye aku akhirnye mengaku yang aku sayang dia.

Banyak sangat benda dah jadi selama setahun nie.
lepas satu, satu datang.

 but apart from that.
 I learn to love you conditionally.

remember your promise sarey?
yang syng harap cinta kita akan sampai ke jinjang pelamin?

perkara yang menjengkelkan diri ini

Assalamualaikum.

Awal tahun 2014 is not that good for me, thhings happen. bad things!

And since, life does not come with any instruction, I have to deal with it. And you have no idea how bad I wish those bad things are only a bad dreams of mine. But sadly it was an ugly truth. a reality.

So, I come up with things that I HATE the most. I know hate is a strong word, but I can't think of any other words. There are 5 actually

1. Liar
2. liar
3. liar
4. broken promises
5. backstabber

being lied to, is not a good feeling. Especially by your love one. I know some of the people out there think that, it's better to lie to make someone happy.Is it? My opinion is, Bullshit!

It does't mean that I never lied before, I did. I am not an angel. It's just that, the concept is totally wrong!

just imagine this, you make mistakes, then you lie to your friend about it. problem solved. NO!

once you lie, you're gonna lie again and again and again just to cover yourself up. And you know the truth will show up eventually, common. So what will happen when the friend knows the truth? She will felt betrayed, alive! and there are 90% chance that thing are not going the same like before.

Yes, your friend might just forgive you, but they dont forget. I bet on that.

It's just sad. So why not telling the truth at the first time?

****

I might over thinking, and I do came up with my own theory on my mind and I just keep looking back to find which sides are you really in.

You say you dont know how to tell me, but you've promise me. don't you?

it's okay, Im not gonna ask you again, for now.

just wait till we met eye to eye, then I'll ask you.

I'll ask you, till you got no answer for me.

I'll ask you, till you really realize what you have done wrong.

I'll ask you, till you know how hurt you made me feel.

and at that moment, only eyes will determine the truth and not the ear.

yes, it still hurt inside, but I can't denied the fact that I miss you

yes, I forgive you, but I never forget

my heart is having a bad time to accept the fact that, you are only a human being, a normal type of guy who make mistakes.

I dont know, I guess I miss the old you more. The one that ask earnestly boleh tak kalau c'e nak sayang e? on the top of beach 4 while watching sunrise, after being rejected for the first time. 

Yeah, for the second time, a guy that confess to me eye to eye. ( yg first bila cinta monyet dulu, boleh mintak couple dekat tamek, time rehat, on exam day! ahahaha. )

I thought you were different from the typical man out there. But, I thought wrong.

Nevertheless, 25 days to go. I hope you're gonna be ready, cuz I have sooooo much to clarify on my mind wright now.

promise?

What ever happen.
Dont leave me alone. plaease.